The feeling of heavy head and bloored vision are almost gone. The lightness is coming through the window of hope and the darkness is suttled up where its place just to be ready to take off whenever it's needed again to scrue the psiche up. Nevertheless the bad time seems to be going away and bringing the positivity into life again. The nightmares are released and replaced by dreamless nights. The colourful dreams are on their way.
I am surrounded by lots of friends, who are incredible helpful when I need help. Everyone is taking care of me and it's such an uplifting feeling. Until you don't need it you are not aware of how many people are around you and really care for you. Even if we feel sometime lonely we've got still soul mates around who give us support when we are looking for it. it's amazing that these wonderful people still exist......
I managed to go to see few dance performances in last three evenings and one of them was really special.
http://www.sadlerswells.com/standalonevideo.php?video=/assets/videos/63786503001,82868447001&show=2629&dp=1&show=2629&more=1
it seemed to be sited in the stable surrounded by cows, horses, dogs and frogs. The audio made of voices and noises with microphone in the mouth was pretty impressive and made the performance unique. It was one and half hour performance without interval, with shapeless dances. It attracted completely the whole audience's attention. It was impressive how little going on stage can make such a huge performance. For instance tonight performance of Richard Alston Dance company which has been celebrating its 40 years of existence was just boring. There was nothing except the shapes which were meaningless. The same steps, sequences, so predictable. I couldn't focus, i lost the track since the beginning. This is an example how careful the choreographer should be in order to create the master piece which will communicate with the audience. In this case it was pointless and empty. It was about dancers techniques and nothing else. I was starving for the story and some kind of connection but I haven't found it;(
