I am waiting with my mum to sort out the energy and gas accounts of the flat. Incredible cue reminds of comunism period in Poland ages ago. There is still so much to do to change the system. Nothing is doable on line, u have to cue up to sort out every single issue over here. It looks that nobody feels affected by such discomfort. Everyone in silence follows the roles and deasnt argue because what for. If u live such a system you have to follow it. Sometimes I don't realise how lucky I am to be able to live a freedom. Tomorrow I am taking off from katowice-pyrzowice to my second home in London. I am looking forward to see again my BF. In couple of months I'll be in Miami for 3 months retreat. Hopefuly my BF will distract me for a while. We haven't seen each other for one month, during summer time usualy we spent separately 3 months away. May be this summer 2010 will be different. After his PHD he might join me.
Finaly we managed with my mum to sort out all the bills and so on. We were wondering around Katowice just closing up the last things to do. Today 13th April I am sitting at the airport in pyrzowice ready to take off and in couple of hours land in the UK. I left behind lots work I thought to sort out in Poland but I didn't have time to deal with English reality over here in Poland. I decided to take it from there once I am back home in London. Carry on with yoga and dance classes, sort out the advert for last 2 and half month, apply for USA visa and get ready for new adventure. Prepair two dance pieces for brockley max festival 4th June. Pack half of my stuff to take it back to Poland and get rid off all unessesary material goods and live pure live without any worries and struggle. I am ready to creat a new and hopefuly succesful dance theatre piece with my dance partner and carry on with it in future by presenting it in various theatres nationaly and internationaly. Build up the chillian project with another dance partner and polish one with another. Lots of exciting work to do and lots of patience to dedicate in such a short time.
We are just about to get on the plane. I am saying to my country, family and friends 'see you soon'. Everything will be ok;)
